Originally Posted by
Samsgaard
Hmm, don't know if Southpa is praising or condemning these "real" gamers, but this comment illustrates a difficulty I have with the evolution of LOTRO, or at least, my playing of it.
I am not a serial MMO'er. I did not sign up for LOTRO (almost three years ago) because I felt a burning need to join an MMO community or escape from some other MMO community. Otherwise, I would have signed up for WoW (which my brother plays at a high level, and which would have been a great social opportunity for us).
I came to LOTRO because I am a hard-core, 30+ year Tolkien fan. I am currently re-reading LOTR for at least the 30th time. Initially, this game was fascinating because of the landscapes, the little details, and the mystery of not knowing exactly what was around the corner or how I was going to deal with it.
Unfortunately, having since "studied" the game, the mystery (well, any enjoyable mystery) is gone and it's all just mathematics now. I think often of the scene in The Matrix where Neo finally sees through the virtual world, and everything is just sequences of ones-and-zeroes, green against a black background. I don't often feel immersed in a virtual, Tolkein-esque world anymore. Mostly I feel like I'm playing a complicated mathematics game (what's my ICPR, ICH, BPE, phys mit, tac mit, resistance...at what morale percentage does this boss go into phase two...).
It's a darn good mathematics game, but do I enjoy the game more, having "studied" it to death? Hard to say, but probably not. I was probably happier as a soloer, exploring what I still perceived to be an immersive virtual world. The social experience that comes from raiding is great, but in order to be an effective raider I've had to master a lot of mechanics and become a "real gamer" per Southpa's definition, and I've lost something in the process--the mystery, the illusion. Now all I see are the ones and zeroes, and all I think about is how to make them work in my favor (hmm, if I swap this ring for that ring, my crit rating will go up and I won't lose too much tac mastery...)